Tuesday, July 17, 2012

peace =)

assalammualaikum
already in 2 weeks, and he did not speak to me
I do not know, what would he think about me .. perhaps he was happy I suppose.
when I see her status updates social networking site owned near him, I know he is happy without me

you, I might have to continue my life, but every time when I was alone, I still think of you .. I just think you are not over as a good friend ... but I can see .. you may not consider me as your friend directly .. do not worry .. as long as you happy .. I will smile with you


itula bayaran untuk org yang tak reti menghargai cinta.. like me.. hahahaha
 bila dia baik.. aku abaikan.. n now.. dye da bahagia.. buat ape la aku ganggu dye lagi?? 
tak ada ape yg nk dibicarakan lagi sebenarnya.. its over now.. aku pun da bahagia.. ape yang penting.. aku nk further study n berjaya... pasti nya.. tuk ayah n mak =) 
aku teringin nak tengok dorg bahagia.. sbb dorg adala segala2nya buat aku..
yaAllah.. semoga engkau berikan jalan yg mudah buat aku..

I pray God you may be launched during the course of further education and I will not forget my origins and my religion, I hope that God promises the best for the parents, religion, race, and nation ... amin~
 
Alhamdulillah, I am more peaceful heart .. just I can only pray that God continues to reach out .. =)


p/s salam menyambut ramadhan... semoga dikurniakan 1001 rahmat..dan mendapat malam lailatuqadar.. insyaALLAH.. amin~
 

Monday, July 9, 2012

kisah pendiam dan miss kepoh...

assalammualaikum...
dear molly.. starting aku mmg slalu macam ni hahahaha sbb tak pndai arr buat starting.. heeeee :D

banyak aku nk cerita dengan kau molly..
aku da single.. urmm yes aku akui mmg la aku single dulu.. tp single mksud aku ni..  hati aku betul2 kosong...
dimana silap aku?? aku juga berhak bahagia.. *berfikir sejenak
benda tak ada la besar mana mula2 tu.. just simple to trouble..
i can stand it anymore...
aku sabar je slaamani.. dgan sikap dye.. aku tak de la nk judge org tu jahat.. ada baik dye juga,.. bkan sikit .tp baik dye tu bnyak.. tp bila skali dye berkasar dgn aku.. smpai bila2 aku akn ingat *muka mara

I hope so he can appreciate me even a little ..
but I do not see .. that he knew, one I just ..
he can ignore me today, day after tomorrow .. he came back at me like he is not guilty

fair to him to me? question can only been answered .. if it is really a question ...
I do not understand with all the more this
I am confused and wide-open
sore right ... fuhhh
God gave it I love, I am also entitled to happiness .. guess sometimes it comes like this I despise ...
I smile does not mean I am happy ..

I am utterly tired of all this
: (I just remember I started my heart is open the door for him .. but he can just ignore me like that?

do not blame me when I started to change now .... who changed me?? answers he has on you ... Now you may ask .. who hates whom?? but I'm happy to answer .. first you hate me .. and I just keep the faith you .. so thank you =)